Me myself and the Universe

A blog about my likes dislikes, thoughts on issues that touch me that are moral,psychological, philosophical, technological, scientific-practically universal. A stage for my thoughts to be put out to the universe through words, photographs, sketches and every other know form of communication that exists, limited by the digital environment of a blog!

Friday, April 12, 2013

I have a dream....




I have a dream. A dream fueled by my will to learn, influence, inspire and possibly educate. I am thankful to my parents who have let me pursue my dreams. They have supported me through everything. I have been fortunate. I have been fortunate to dream. Few have this luxury. Very few are born with silver spoons.

A young boy, hardly 20, works as a security guard at my office. You will know he is a kid, just by looking at him. His father is a security guard too. He had just finished his Technical training exams and was back in our office lobby after a month. So I offered to give him a book to read to pass his time. I was sure, he was not overburdened with work there. I got him Malgudi School Days by R K Narayan an easy & light read to start with. He was overjoyed, and for the next few days he zealously read the book. Every time I passed him, I got a beaming smile in return. It felt good.

Today though was different, the book, which had been lying on his desk every time of the day was no longer there. He called me towards his desk and told me with tears brimming in his eyes, that people don’t even like it that he is reading. He told me he wanted to get out of this place. He wanted to study, become an engineer. He would be quitting soon. I promised him that he could take any help he wanted from me for his studies.

I felt more fortunate at that instance, I saw myself in his tear filled eyes, I imagined what I would have done, if I was in his position. Life had been good to me. There wasn't anything to complain. My ambitions and aspirations might have grown, but I felt I had more to thank for. Things were not as bad as my mind made them to be. I had enough hope with me, enough for me to share it with those without it.

I hope this kid can quit, I hope he can get admission to his diploma. I hope he can live the life, of which I have a dream…..


Sunday, April 7, 2013

The Sunflower...



How long have we known each other? Not for long, is it?

But we have known each other well.
You have been a real friend to me.
The best one amongst the many I have had every day.

We have risen together every morning, you following my every move.
I must say, dedication like yours is rare.
We have spent drowsy evenings conversing with the air.
I have given a part of my life to you and you have given a part too.

Who would have thought this day would come?
Maybe the fault was partly mine…
Maybe I led you on.
But believe me, my heart is pure, and hurting you is not, for what I was here.
With a heavy heart I have let you go, knowing you may never know, I cared, and how.

It is sad it has come to this now..
As you shrivel now, with sadness or fulfillment I know not.
I can’t promise you, but I shall try my best to dry your tears and help you bury the past…

I hope one day you will let go, let my friend, the rain, nourish the seeds that we helped create.
I shall wait for the day when you shall be reborn once again like the phoenix from the very ground on which you lie today…


We shall be friends again that day and sway with the breeze, rise together, laugh off the past pain.
For whatever I might be to some, to you I will be a light for life.